Presidential Visit

What do you get when the President visits your husband's base and you see your hubby on MSNBC and on the Washington Post website?

One proud wife and two proud daughters! We love you honey!!

To view the President's full remarks to the Troops visit:
http://www.whitehouse.gov/the-press-office/2012/05/01/remarks-president-troops-afghanistan

To view the photo gallery from the Washington Post visit:
http://www.washingtonpost.com/world/obamas-surprise-visit-to-afghanistan/2012/05/01/gIQABpeyuT_gallery.html#photo=1 )

Military Brats

As the month of the military child comes to a close, I pause to reflect on the military brats in my household.  Over the past 6 weeks, we have had a lot of good times. We have had dance recitals and first communions, play dates, purchased gear for sports, done homework (lots of it), read bed time stories, camped in the living room (see picture above) gone for walks and bike rides, road tripped across town to a favorite taco place just to get out of the house... as you can see we have been quite busy.

The hardest part of being a military wife for me is helping my children cope with Daddy being away. You see it is easy to stay strong for yourself, but it is so hard to stay strong for your babies too. It breaks my heart when they won't go to bed because they miss Daddy. It hurts when I see them angry because they don't understand why they are feeling the things they are feeling.

While virtual places (Facebook, Virtual FRG, etc...) are great places for us adults to connect, our kids need that face to face interaction with others to know they are not alone. I want to encourage MN military families to get involved with some programming we have here... ADAPT, Operation Military Kids, National Guard Youth Camp. Get your kids connected to other military kids at camps or through your FRG friends, check the State Beyond the Yellow Ribbon website for camps and other activities. I do wish there was more "regular" programming here in MN for elementary school age children, a lot seems geared towards teens. At the same time, I see how far military youth programming has come in the past 10 years and I am amazed at the progress we have made!

To all of you who are helping with my kids... having us for play dates, sharing a meal with us, picking them up and dropping them off, taking them to movies and McDonald's, and all the extra hugs you have shared... I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Lastly, here are a few books that have helped us. Check Amazon.com or your local Family Assistance Center if you would like a copy of these books:
- Night Catch by Brenda Ehrmantraut
- A Very Long Time by Geri Timperley and Nikki Arro
- 100 Days and 99 Nights by Alan Madison
- A Handbook for Family and Friends of Service Members, Before During and After Deployment by Vulcan Productions and PBS

What to do and say when you are "dateless"?

I recently was feeling overwhelmed and sad with some events I have coming up that I needed to attend and didn't really feel like attending because I would be "dateless".  Hubby must have been feeling me pulling on his heartstrings that day because he called me on our "non-scheduled phone call day".

You see, once you have been married or in a relationship with the same person for a third of your life, it doesn't seem normal to go to these special events without them... frankly doing a lot of things doesn't feel normal...like going to church, going to your favorite lunch spot, even going to bed...you get the picture.

I think the hardest part about going to these events is explaining to everyone, "No, I don't get to talk to my husband everyday, Skype isn't all it's cracked up to be, yes I am okay, but I stay strong for my children."

What makes these events easier are great friends who call and offer to drive you, skip the event with you or offer to babysit the kids while you go. These friends are priceless!!

Hubby reminded me it is very normal to feel sad and lonely and it is OKAY to decline that invitation to that special event coming up. It is NOT okay to ignore that these events are happening though, these events mean something to someone... So that is the balance we try to create during deployments, honor events and occasions in a way we are comfortable with while making sure we gently let others understand our absence.

Ever done something you didn't think you could?

Today's blog is meant to be interactive...

please leave your answer below in the comments section if you like:

Have you ever done something either during deployment or

another time in your life you never thought you could do?

My old glider didn't survive winter. It will soon be going in the fire pit. With that being said, yesterday I got the Sunday paper and saw a great glider for my patio on sale.  Problem is, yours truly is not very mechanical and the new glider came in a box, not even close to being assembled. Never fear, with the help of my two darlings and one trusty neighbor, we followed the instructions and got it assembled with hardly a hassle, in under two hours!

Sometimes it is these small victory's that empower us and keep us going.

How did 9/11 change your life?

This post is in response to a question I got on Facebook for me to answer here on my blog.  Please feel free to drop me a line with something you want me to check out for you, dig a little further into or just a question about life (military or otherwise) you want me to answer. So, here it goes...

"How did 9/11 change my life?" and "Tell me more about you and your hubby."

When Hubby enlisted in the MN Army National Guard as a Forward Observer in the Field Artillery he was a 22 year old young man with no family and no girlfriend. He did have a good job, but was looking to be a part of something bigger than himself. (At least that is what he has said in the past.) What do you get when you sign up to scout out enemy positions and call in the heavy guns? A big pay bonus. Hubby and I met after he returned home from basic training.

Fast forward a few years, we have a daughter and we are planning a wedding for September 29, 2001. I had moved home to J-town for the month before the wedding to finish up plans and Dr D had given me a job working for him like I use to do during high school/college. So, on 9/11/01 I was on my way from the family farm into Dr D's chiropratic office to open up for the day and I get a call from soon to be Hubby, telling me about what he was seeing/hearing in the news. I knew our lives had changed, not how, but I knew they had changed. We discussed going to the JOP to get married because we were so worried he was going to ship out, but we just waited it out and got married a few short weeks later on 9/29/01. It was a beautiful day. We had an open bar that night and since drinks were free we asked friends and family to put in a donation for the American Red Cross. We raised over $1000.

In the summer of 2003 with a 2 1/2 year old running around a home we had been in less than a year, Hubby deployed to Europe on a security forces mission for 9 months. Many of us call that the "European Vacation Deployment" now looking back at it. After being deployed to Europe and getting switched between units because of promotions, Hubby missed going to Iraq twice. That was enough for us, we knew someone bigger was looking out for us.

After 6 years in the MN Army National Guard, we made the switch to the MN Air National Guard and Hubby hung up his machine gun and compass and picked up sheetmetal tools to fix C-130's. You may wonder, why do you say "we made the switch". I am blessed with a husband who doesn't make life changing decisions without including his wife in the process and vise versa. We are team. When that enlistment was up with the Army, I said to Hubby, "I can support you being in the military for however long you want, but I don't think I am strong enough to know you are out their scouting out the Taliban." Hubby decided to put family first in his eyes and make a switch to a non-combat MOS (job description to the civi's out there). Baby #2 came two weeks before Hubby enlisted in the Air Guard.

Looking back on the past 10 years since 9/11, I feel I am a stronger Wife and Mom because of my experiences as a military wife, I do things I don't think I can. I feel "blessed and highly favored" with all the large military family I have gained along our journey. I cry during the singing of the National Anthem and "God Bless America", not because I am sad, but because I am proud to be an American.

Gratitude

My sister and I attended a taping of Oprah's Lifeclass with special guest Bishop TD Jakes in St Louis recently and we were able to watch it on the OWN Network last night.  The theme was "Are you living your life on purpose?" This morning I took out the notes I took then and compared them to my thoughts from watching the show back last night. One message seemed to resonate with me both times...

"Gratitude is a hate changer"- Bishop TD Jakes

Recently I found myself feeling angry because I don't have my Army FRG (Family Readiness Group) friends to meet with every month like the last deployment. (My husband was Army Guard for 6 years and has now been Air Guard for 7 years.) We don't have an FRG in the Air National Guard. I kept thinking to myself, "I am so mad I don't have my old FRG."

After hearing "Gratitude is a hate changer" and watching the Lifeclass and Oprah's Next Chapter with Bishop Jakes, I had my a-ha moment with all of this. It dawned on me... "be grateful for the support you have and take a look at the support you have girl!"

Bishop TD Jakes talks about the miracle of Jesus feeding thousands with 2 fish and 5 loaves of bread from Mark 6:41. Jesus took the bread and gave thanks. He then broke the bread and fed the thousands. Bishop Jakes highlights the fact the Jesus says a prayer of thanks and blessing for the food which was not enough to feed the thousands. Bishop Jakes makes the next statement which really hit home with me, "Until you can be thankful for something that is not enough, then what you have cannot be multiplied into what is more than enough."

So with that... I want to encourage you to use Gratitude in your journey of life. When we turn our hearts to gratitude, we change our outlooks and attitudes, it really is a hate changer.

I have heard some people use a Daily Gratitude Journal. The concept is simple, everyday right down one thing in which you are grateful for, no matter how big or small that thing is. I picked up this book, "For this I am Grateful" a few months ago. I like to read it when I am not feeling so great about my life. It is a great reminder of the simple things in life that I have to be grateful for.

What am I thankful for? I am thankful for the support network I have right here in my community. I have my Yellow Ribbon Network, community members, family and friends surrounding us with support, prayer and love. This might sound silly, but I am thankful for technology so I can IM, E-mail and Facebook with new friends and stay connect to old friends for support.

May the Lord Give You Peace

My hubby and I both grew up Minnesota Lutheran.... I imagine between the two of us, we have heard the following blessing thousands of times as it is a traditional closing for Lutheran services. I hope this blessing gives you comfort and peace. 

May the Lord bless you and keep you.

May the Lord make his face to shine upon you,
and be gracious to you.

May the Lord lift up his countenance upon you,
and give you peace.

The image above is from our home of worship here in Brooklyn Park.